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Published December 31, 2020
"Dash is a disease; I'm infected by him. The only way to recover is to take the antidote. Put some space between us. But I don't want the antidote. I want the fucking pain, and I can't convince myself otherwise."
"If the girls here are foolish enough to call me Sun God, then you are the goddess of the moon. Diana. Selene. Artemis. Luna. My pale and ethereal queen. "
"But what if i don't want to be the moon? The sun and the moon are always chasing each other across the sky, never able to catch up with other another."
... "It's okay, Stella. We'll be a permanent eclipse. That way, we'll always be together."
"That way, the world will always be in darkness," I argue.
He shrugs, flicking my lip with the tip of his tongue. "Who gives a flying fuck about the rest of the world. I only care about you and me."
↳ "The poles could reverse, the sun could collapse, and an event horizon could form and tear the planet from it's orbit, and the force with which I am pulled toward him would still be infinitely stronger."
↳ "I am a beggar trying to buy the moon with a dollar."
“If the girls here are foolish enough to call me Sun God, then you are the goddess of the moon. Diana. Selene. Artemis. Luna. My pale and ethereal queen.”
“I’d like to tell you something.” My pulse kicks up a gear. “Is it important?” He smiles a small smile, his voice very quiet. “Terribly.”
“Then I suppose you’d better go ahead.” His hand rests gently against my neck, his thumb stroking reverently along the line of my jaw.
“I am so in love with you, Carina Mendoza. I feel like I might die.”
People make assumptions about me. They assume I’m a good boy. They assume, because of my heritage and my upbringing, that I’m a gentleman, and they couldn’t be more wrong. I, ladies and gentlemen, am a fuck up. I like to scheme. I like to fuck. I like to set things on fire just to watch them burn.
“Of course I fucking want you. You’re the most beautiful thing I’ve seen in my entire life. I wanna corrupt you so fucking bad, it hurts.”
“Whatever you give light to will grow, Dash. Feed something and it’ll flourish. Care enough and the fragile thing in your hands will strengthen. I have faith that you’ll give me what you can until there’s more of it to give. That’s all.”
Jesus fucking Christ. I’m in way over my head here, and I have not been good enough in this life to have earned a second of this girl’s attention, but I’m going to take it, because an opportunity like this doesn’t come around twice.
“I’m so in love with you, Carina Mendoza. I feel like I might die.”
“Whatever fucking madness happens next…you can’t say I didn’t warn you.”
“I never wanted to make you cry. I wanted to love you, and I still do.”
I’m not datable. I’m fuckable. I’m hate-able. I’m plenty of things… but you do not want to date me, Carrie. I can promise you that.”
I’m thinking about Carrie. Fuming about Carrie. Obsessing over Carrie. Burning because of Carrie. ”
For three years, I walked the hallways and classrooms of this academy without ever noticing her once. Now, Carina Mendoza is all I can see.”
“It’s okay, Stella. We’ll be a permanent eclipse. That way, we’ll always be together.”
“I am so in love with you, Carina Mendoza. I feel like I might die.”
“If the girls here are foolish enough to call me Sun God, then you are the goddess of the moon. Diana. Selene. Artemis. Luna. My pale and ethereal queen.”